Muted Mourning

We never met, but spoke only a few times on the phone. Three gifts you sent me: a headshot photo of you from your theater days, a volume of Billy Collins poetry, another I’ve forgotten.

How I discovered you passed

an inadvertant admission

via email

my throat clenching

on what might-have-been

Oh, but do I come here now to praise or bury you? What can I say?

your artistic eye

your love of haiku

and photography

your fire to face and scorch

to ashes your adversaries

All this. & then your greatest to me…

unwed mother

yet bearing the child

you gave away

You’re gone now. I left unreturned your final message. We shared only a faint connection. Did you lack the heart for contact after a lifetime without? Is that why I let you go?

still I live this life

your sacrifice made possible

moving on

as somewhere your art and you

lay at rest

At dVerse Poets MTB, pubtended by Laura, we lament without the lachrymose. I wrote my Jisei-adapted elegy for my birth mother.

The pub is still open! Come join us!

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8 responses to “Muted Mourning”

  1. petrujviljoen Avatar

    The photograph is perfect for this write.

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  2. msjadeli Avatar

    Poignant and raw, Frank.

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      1. msjadeli Avatar

        You’re welcome โค

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  3. Gillena Cox Avatar
    Gillena Cox

    Haunting, yet without lachrymose.
    Well Done

    Much๐Ÿ–คlove

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  4. memadtwo Avatar

    Exposing your heart. Courageous and full of emotion. (K)

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  5. Bjรถrn Rudberg (brudberg) Avatar

    All that that never really happened, and you are left with only stories of her. So sad… and yet it is something that is so clearly part of your life.

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